2005-12-14 - 8:44 p.m.

I am not: in my bed.

I hurt: when someone lies to me.

I love: singing.

I hate: nothing really.

I hope: that I know and enjoy peace soon and very soon.

I hear: the words but I don't understand them even though I'm humming the melody as if I do.

I regret: nothing in my life.

I cry: when it's something that hurts me extremely deeply - and that occurs rarely.

I care: about my family.

I always: sing.

I long to: sleep.

I feel alone: urr' once in a while even though I know I never am.

I listen: everything - music, my coworker stabbing the keys on his keyboard/my other coworker damn-near carressing the keys on hers, the two children (?!?!) chillin' in/tearin' up the office today.

I hide: my fears.

I drive: a 2002 Honda Civic LX. (RIP Echo)

I sing: always.

I dance: in my car and the cluhhh.

I write: when the urge hits me.

I breathe: deeply 'cause it feels good.

I play: hard when I do.

I miss: KJ-A.

I search: for peace.

I say: things in a way that won't hurt people's feelings.

I feel: disorganized and pressured.

I succeed: when I'm under pressure - yuck.

I fail: is not what I'm trying to do here. LOL

I dream: in color - literally.

I sleep: best under a shining sun.

I wonder: about it all.

I want: some right now. LOL!

I worry: about it all.

I have: some great joy within me, given to me by the Lord. Just have to tap back into it...

I give: much more than I can afford to (mentally, physically, emotionally and finacially) but I never want for anything (financially, anyways).

I fight: my demons.

I wait: for outings.

I am: "sailing in my little red boat praying to God he will keep me afloat" and "trying to find my way to shore".

I think: about it all.

I can't: say "I can't".

I stay: "up on my greezy, I'm a bonafide husslar!!!"

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