"I'm feeling myself fall once more when I was so sure to close the door on my way out. But I'm here now..."
Wednesday, Jul. 05, 2023 - 12:28 a.m.
It gotta be that the incubus/succubus is doing its best to get back to its live host. Gotta be.
The next day (same but later) after I posted the last entry, learned a bday lunch I was planning to attend today had been shifted to 3 hours earlier and would be moved to SJ's last known place of work.
Like, how stuff work like dis??? SMH
I went knowing there shouldn't be much possibility of seeing him. And that's how it worked out, thankfully.
Kinda weird that while there, my brain was telling me to send a message to him through someone else or even to call him. But pero que? Didn't need to, didn't make sense to. Glad I was able to get through those foolish thoughts. I think the fact that he's been popping up in my thoughts and the burns just to turn around and possibly be in his proximity in such a turn of circumstances just threw me for a lil loop. Kinda crazy how that shit worked out, for real.
Glad I am on the other side of things. Whew.