"This can't be life. There's gotta be more. This can't be us."
Friday, Jun. 01, 2007 - 9:27 a.m.
I am so ultra-pissed right now.
Just ultra, ultra, ultra pissed right now.
I was just informed by the mechanic that I gave my f'n BONUS to that the transmission on my car is SHOT. Dead. Does not work. Periot.
I am absolutely positively enraged rigt now. Completely.
What is the purpose of me bringing my car to you for a complete diagnosis of it if you are going to let the main thing I was afraid of come to pass?! Does that make any kind of sense? At all?
What really has me shaking my head is the fact that I was actually sitting in new cars with car salesmen and had seriously been looking to trade in my car for a new car just a couple of months ago but I made the decision not to go through with it. At that point, I could've at least gotten something for my car. Now, I can't get nothin'.
I'm just sad right now.
I woke up at 5 this morning, depressed that I cannot fit into my bridesmaid dress. Now this...
I swear.
But I still thank God for life, health and strength. And I still know Jesus, he will fix it after while.
Man, I love me some gospel music!