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Saturday, Jan. 04, 2014 - 5:15 p.m.

My great-aunt is still here.

Thank God.

I feel guilty not being excited about it. But I know that her time here is not much longer. I don't know how to think or behave right now.

I'm with her. I'm treating her normally. But I just can't not think about the real possibility that one of these days soon, she will be gone.

This is a hard place to be, this mental space I'm in. I'm afraid for my mind.

the last - the next

The Trees Today - The Trees I've Seent. - Diaryland.


The Last 5 Trees
"Until the end of time, I'll be there for you. You are my heart and mind. I truly adore you." - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2016
"Don't touch what's there...when it's the feelings I wear..." - Saturday, Oct. 08, 2016
"I will enter his gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter his courts with praise." - Friday, Oct. 07, 2016
"I tried to run it away. Thought then my head'd be feeling clearer...." - Tuesday, Oct. 04, 2016
"Boy, your money and my money? Ain't the same damn kind. I can live your life and my life AT THE SAME DAMN TIME!" - Sunday, Oct. 02, 2016