TheForest.Diaryland.Com

"Stop. Turn. Look. And see...."

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2013 - 11:15 p.m.

Today, I had a massage.

A "massage", I should say. Probably the worst I've ever had. I swear the lady was fresh out of her massage tech class. It was bad, real bad Michael Jackson.

Btw, this was a make-up massage courtesy of my work crush who f'd up my taxes. So far, the lunch & massage he offered as apologies for f'ing up have been a total bust. Both, laughably bad. Like, all I can do is laugh about them, they've been that bad.

But anywhoo.

So even though I had an appointment, my "massage" started about 30mins late. While waiting for it to start, I got a text from my mom that she couldn't find her car key. I'd told her she had to drive herself to work because I had an appointment after work, so I wouldn't be able to take her home. She came back and told me that she'd locked her car key up in the car.

So I went through my massage all tense then had to drive all the way down to her job to open her car with my spare key before I headed to check on my great-aunt.

Like......

I was seriously like, this can't be happening. It cannot be that when I finally take some time to do something relaxing for myself that I get hit with someone else's problems. It just couldn't be. But it was.

I feel like this type of stuff happens all the time in my life. .Like, all the time.

I so often feel like I am not in control of my life. But I need to be.

I don't feel sorry for people who tell me "OMG, I AM SO TIRED!!!" when all they've done is go to work and bring their ass directly back home. I am totally envious of that lifestyle. But there is no sympathy to be had over here for that complaint. None.

the last - the next

The Trees Today - The Trees I've Seent. - Diaryland.


The Last 5 Trees
"Until the end of time, I'll be there for you. You are my heart and mind. I truly adore you." - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2016
"Don't touch what's there...when it's the feelings I wear..." - Saturday, Oct. 08, 2016
"I will enter his gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter his courts with praise." - Friday, Oct. 07, 2016
"I tried to run it away. Thought then my head'd be feeling clearer...." - Tuesday, Oct. 04, 2016
"Boy, your money and my money? Ain't the same damn kind. I can live your life and my life AT THE SAME DAMN TIME!" - Sunday, Oct. 02, 2016