"No more room in my life for you, dear..."
Wednesday, Apr. 11, 2012 - 12:06 a.m.
I flat-out told his ass "NO" tonight. Flat. Out.
One of the reasons DBanks said he "really liked" me is that I would never tell him, "No."
And he was right. I never would tell him, "No." I'd tap-dance around what I really wanted to say like I was Shirley Temple. Then before I knew it, my pseudo-no turned into a "baby, YESSSSS!!!"
But tonight? Unh unh. Tonight, I simply told his ass "No." Wasn't no explanation around it, wasn't no dressing it up. Nothing. He asked me and I told his ass "N-O".
Begging might have worked before but even that wasn't enough to break me down. "N-O." (I actually felt sorry for him when he started with the begging. And kept begging. *sigh*)
I can't lie, it felt good to tell him "no" and go back to minding my business like it wasn't nothing.
Sleepytime. Goodnight.