"All day, all night, I'm Mary, Mary, Mary!"
Sunday, Aug. 03, 2008 - 5:53 p.m.
I am really, really, really, extremely frustrated right now.
I feel like my mind is RUNNING at 1,050mph and just won't stop to give me time to breathe.
I have this 5-page paper that I need to complete tonight. I've been trying to start it alllllll day, but I just feel so overwhelmed that it's like I can't even imagine typing the first word.
I hate when I get like this - overwhelmed to the point where I'm just...stuck. Nowhere to go, nothing I can do about it.
I feel like I just need to give my mind a chance to run its course of thinking and then come back to what I need to do but that might not happen until tomorrow and tomorrow will be too late!
And then, I'm pissed off because I could have been doing so many different things in the time I haven't been able to do anything, so that just works my mind up even more.
I need a release right now. Seriously. And I can't think of what that could be.
Actually, I can think of what (or who) that could be but that release won't be good for me in the end, so that solution is null and void.
Ugh! I can feel myself starting to get angry with my mind - like BRAIN, DUDE, JUST WORK ALREADY!
I'ma go eat dinner and try to calm down. Hopefully it works.