"I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping..."
Wednesday, Aug. 15, 2007 - 12:04 p.m.
I'ma beat David ass for having me walking around my office, looking like a damn crab. It's Wednesday nigga! Me and u was Monday night! Why am I just gettin' hit with the pain today?! I don't need this... LOL!!!
But I don't mind. Really, I don't. It serves as a very nice reminder.
Ummm, anyaway. Yeah. LOL!!!
I swear, I was just flabbergasted with that whole car situation yesterday. I wasn't even so much as pissed off as I could have been, I was just more in shock than anything. Like, DUDE, I've only had my car for 2 months! Geez!
What's even more ridiculous is that, last night, I was riding my lil' cousin Avi around after getting to my house and getting the working key. Here we are, having a nice drive to my cousin's house when some loopy idiot decides he wants to come into my lane - without looking FIRST. So there I was, slamming on the brakes and holding back a SCREAMING Avi, so as to not have my car be demolished with us in it. And that was like, the THIRD time that has happened since I've had this car - in 2 months!!!!
I mean, really. Can I live?! LOL!
Even though yesterday was a mite stressful, I ended up happy at the end of the day. As I sat and ate hot dogs with Shon-Ra while holding my sleeping nousin Shanti-town (I got that work!) and teasing Avi, all was right with the world. And I got some good-ass sleep last night too. Actually woke up this morning and felt rested. So it's all good.
I've devised a plan to bring peace into my life. I'm going to not be at my house in the evenings and on weekends. I'm just going to stay out as much as I can. Monday and yesterday worked out wonderfully. Today is looking very promising and tomorrow is as well. Friday, I can't really do it because I have class on Saturday morning at 8-friggin'-30am! But it's all good, 'cause I'll be out all day Saturday too.
I mean, it's gonna be wear and tear on me but I need to be away from that environment for a minute. Too much stress - and for no damn reason!!!!! Ugh.
I'm starting back up with the trainer tonight. Somebody pray for me. LOL!