"Touch. Touch. Touch. Keep the lights on."
2005-05-06 - 3:12 p.m.
I'm bored.
I'm just really bored right now. I needwant some money to spend.
I wantneed to lose 45 pounds - and that's just to be comfortable. To be at my suggested retail weight, I need to lose 61 pounds. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't gained these 7 to 8 pounds since March.
Yeah, that quick.
It takes me years to lose one pound but a month to pack on 7 to 8... I just can't win.
I'm owning this funk I'm still in. Right now. I'm taking ownership of it. I understand why I'm in it. I understand why I'm allowing it to justify some of the ridiculous things I'm doing.
I'm owning it so that I can get out of it. In all of those 12-step programs and such, they say that the first step to overcoming a problem is admitting that you have a problem.
'Tis all.