"(S)he had many of bad habits (s)he was trying hard to break"
2005-05-04 - 3:20 p.m.
So I lost my mind last night. Truly did. Don't know exactly what I was thinking. All I know is that I wasn't thinking.
At. All.
Just suffice it to say that I'm right back into the celibacy thing. For real. No lie. No turning back. And it might not only be 'till 25. Might end up being longer than that.
But I'm done. I can't do what I've been doing anymore.
I need some peace and the only way to get that is going to be for me to abstain from sex. Period.
I need Jesus right now, for real. I have seriously lost my mind and I just can't believe it.