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"Up and a-down and around and around we go..."

2004-06-11 - 12:02 p.m.

I don' lost my mind. For real.

Over here GETTIN' DOWN with a man wit fo' kids...

I tell ya.

But it was good though. Especially after a year and two months. It was great actually. LOL. Shameful. But it was. And I'd do it again!

Just not too often. I am really uncomfortable with the idea of getting pregnant or getting an STD. Like VERY uncomfortable with that idea. I would never engage in anything with anybody unprotected but reality is condoms break and other things happen. So the less I engage, the less chances I'm taking. So I'll just have to employ some serious willpower in these coming (no pun intended) days/weeks.

But it was real cool though. Like I seriously enjoyed it and him. I was more free than I've ever been in that situation. Just enjoying myself and allowing someone to satisfy me.

I was selfish. He he.

I don't know what's goin' on. I do know that I'm not about to get caught up though. I'm just having fun. And that is understood.

But I'm tired now and I have the whole day ahead of me so let me get off this piece.

the last - the next

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"Until the end of time, I'll be there for you. You are my heart and mind. I truly adore you." - Sunday, Oct. 30, 2016
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"I will enter his gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter his courts with praise." - Friday, Oct. 07, 2016
"I tried to run it away. Thought then my head'd be feeling clearer...." - Tuesday, Oct. 04, 2016
"Boy, your money and my money? Ain't the same damn kind. I can live your life and my life AT THE SAME DAMN TIME!" - Sunday, Oct. 02, 2016