"There's gotta be more to life than cahsing down every temporary high to satisfy me!"
2004-05-07 - 11:58 a.m.
One day last week when I wasn't even depressed ('cause I got over that - remember?), I was about to get up on here and post something negative. I stopped myself 'cause I didn't even want to remember whatever negativity it was.
Apparently that worked 'cause I can't and don't even care to remember it as of today.
I'm feelin' good man.
Monday, I started eating better. My version of the Atkins. No bread, no pasta *sob!*, no rice, no white potatoes, no cookies, no brownies, no ice cream...
Okay, enough with the "no"s already! I'll just say what I can have - meat, fruit, vegetables and nuts. And for real man, it's feelin' good so far.
I love meat so that keeps me in an okay mood. The fruit helps to stabilize my blood sugar levels, the nuts satisfy my craving for salty/crunchy and the vegetables, they're just my nutrients. I'm not angry at all and it's already Thursday. On the Atkins, I woulda been the queen of pissivity by Tuesday.
And I hopped on the scale this morning for no apparent reason and saw that I've already lost 2 pounds. Now, if I could just get back into exercising...
That's on the way too.
But I gotta run. Responsibilities to fulfill.
Mother's Day is Sunday and I got my momma a nice gift she wouldn't even suspect. Yay!
Aiight. I'm out.