2004-03-25 - 12:33 p.m.

Okay.

Let me be really real about it. Fa reah.

This morning, I woke up with worry about my job. I've been waking up with this same worry ever since I found out the project I was working on had been halted. Basically, it was the worry that I would end up in a terrible job that I HATED just to pay my bills.

So, this morning, I woke up with this worry. I carried this worry with me as I got ready for work. I carried this worry with me halfway through my commute to work.

But along the way, something happened. I remembered that I did not have to carry this worry with me as I went throughout my day. Yes, I could look for a job and what have you, but I did not have the responsibility of carrying the worry over the whole thing.

I remembered that someone is there to bear my burdens for me. That someone is God. "Take your burdens to the Lord and leave them there." Yes! That's it! I remembered and immediately told God that I was taking my burdens to him and leaving them in his care.

Immediately, my spirit lifted. And I mean IMMEDIATELY. It is amazing just thinking about it.

So then, I get to work 'bout ten minutes later. I hop on the 'net to check my e-mail 'cause I finally won my Motorola T720 for a reasonable ($66) price. I wanted to know if I had been contacted by the seller yet.

So I've been e-mailing this guy (BC - now known as K. Brown) about kinda interning with his company. I've been HIGHLY interested in what he does. He told me to harass him so I've been e-mailing him once a week.

I had never gotten a response. I had decided that the last e-mail I sent (Monday) would be my last bit of contact with him.

So imagine my surprise when I opened up my e-mail this morning and saw a response from him. WHAT?!?!?!?!?!

LOL! AND THEN he was saying that he was interviewing for a position with his company.

Backtrack 'bout two weeks. I have been diligently looking for employment since I found out my situation at my job is kinda shaky. I wasn't really finding anything I was really wanting to do. I wanted to do personal assistant/administrative assistant type stuff but my searches were unsuccessful. Then, here comes K. Brown.

To wind down, after my discussion with God this morning, I saw K. Brown's e-mail as a good sign. Speaking with him ("divine intervention") was confirmation that God is working this job situation out in a mighty mighty way.

In other words, I firmly believe I have a bomb job opportunity lined up for me and I am ready to take it.

Lord, I just got to say "thank you".

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